I'm now in hibernate mode... Will be shut down anytime... Why? Yesterday insomnia again and I went to work straight without any sleep... Can't describe how my feeling now... Blur and dizzy sure in the list... Some more everything I see now is double layered...
I used my very last standby battery to write this blog... I wish I can click the publish button before I went shut down... Well if you see this post on 23rd Dec 2008, that's mean I made it...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
爱，怎么了？
圣诞节又到了。不知道怎么的，最近有很多话题都是关于女朋友。可能我单身太久吧？哈哈。。。
看见街上恋人双双对对的都不知道该替他们高兴还是为自己伤心好。其实我也不至于没人要。可能我太注重感觉吧？我不会用他们对我的好去衡量，只会纯隧的相信和跟着我的感觉。我以前的每一个女朋友都是因为感觉而和他们在一起的。
这种感觉很奇怪，从我第一眼看见她的时候就会有了。如果第一眼没有感觉的话以后也不会有。至少不曾发生过类似的事情。这也不像一见钟情，因为这不是一种很强烈的爱的感觉。它只是一种就是她了，她就是我的女朋友了这种感觉。还蛮抽象的，所以我也不知道怎么完全解释。
往往这种我有感觉的女生不会在短时间内和我一起。真的还蛮长时间的。啊！！！我知道了。突然间想起，这感觉应该就是暗恋吧？ 没想到写 Blog 会让我想到平常想不到的事。哈哈。。。
以前比较贪玩。就算没有感觉的也要试一试。当然最后全部都是连开始也还没有开始就结束了。所以凡是和我开始过的别以为我是抱着玩玩的心态和你们在一起的。 我是认真的。哈哈。。。
现在当然也有一些还没开始就结束的。但是我必须为自己澄清。这不是因为贪玩，而是我很想放开那种有感觉才一起的魔咒。对不起，最后当然还是做不到。这感觉对我来说太重要了。
在我刚在想该写些什么时，一个我对他有感觉的女生突然出现在我面前。对，就是那种女朋友的感觉。当然她不知道啦。所以我就写了这一篇心情故事。
有些人觉得自己很可怜，因为他们连爱的人都没有。有的没人爱，有的她爱的人不爱她。而我，我爱的人可能不知道我爱她，我不爱的人就偏偏爱我。还算蛮好的吧？你呢？
看见街上恋人双双对对的都不知道该替他们高兴还是为自己伤心好。其实我也不至于没人要。可能我太注重感觉吧？我不会用他们对我的好去衡量，只会纯隧的相信和跟着我的感觉。我以前的每一个女朋友都是因为感觉而和他们在一起的。
这种感觉很奇怪，从我第一眼看见她的时候就会有了。如果第一眼没有感觉的话以后也不会有。至少不曾发生过类似的事情。这也不像一见钟情，因为这不是一种很强烈的爱的感觉。它只是一种就是她了，她就是我的女朋友了这种感觉。还蛮抽象的，所以我也不知道怎么完全解释。
往往这种我有感觉的女生不会在短时间内和我一起。真的还蛮长时间的。啊！！！我知道了。突然间想起，这感觉应该就是暗恋吧？ 没想到写 Blog 会让我想到平常想不到的事。哈哈。。。
以前比较贪玩。就算没有感觉的也要试一试。当然最后全部都是连开始也还没有开始就结束了。所以凡是和我开始过的别以为我是抱着玩玩的心态和你们在一起的。 我是认真的。哈哈。。。
现在当然也有一些还没开始就结束的。但是我必须为自己澄清。这不是因为贪玩，而是我很想放开那种有感觉才一起的魔咒。对不起，最后当然还是做不到。这感觉对我来说太重要了。
在我刚在想该写些什么时，一个我对他有感觉的女生突然出现在我面前。对，就是那种女朋友的感觉。当然她不知道啦。所以我就写了这一篇心情故事。
有些人觉得自己很可怜，因为他们连爱的人都没有。有的没人爱，有的她爱的人不爱她。而我，我爱的人可能不知道我爱她，我不爱的人就偏偏爱我。还算蛮好的吧？你呢？
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Financial Freedom???
Financial Freedom!!! A familiar word in TOF. It's a dream for everyone too, I think. At least I'm always want it happen to me, I guess everyone in TOF dream it everyday too. Haha.
But what is financial freedom actually? I mean how we define it? Is there any standard definition for it? This question come on my mind because I heard someone said he is already had his financial freedom. And for sure I don't think he is... :p
He is living in a normal condominium located at a normal place. Driving a normal car and he is still working. I'm not saying a financial freedom people must living in a bungalow with pool, driving an expensive sport car and not need to work at all. But I just don't see he is having a good life.
How could you claim yourself financial freedom since you are still working? For your information he is working in a MLM company. Maybe I shouldn't use the word 'work' cause they normally claim themselves as a BUSINESS MAN. Erm... At least so called Manager or a tittle like 'upline' that only appear in thier brilliant mind. Ok come to his answer... He said he is not working. He is just doing something he love and it's make money. Diu lei... You can try not to work for few months and you still able to survive then I lick your toes.
What a brilliant answer. He gave me a picture of how his financial freedom life. I live in condominium because I'm just living alone. I drive a small car because a big car is hard to park. I go to get a sky juice myself at Starbucks instead of buying a mocha is because I'm don't like coffee. And you still working because you love your job? Bull shit!!! All of this were just a stupid statement taught by thier so called upline.
This is NO LIFE!!! Well, maybe I born as a bai ga jai, so I won't admit that as my ideal life. I have demand on my life, food, entertainment and so on. So I won't have my financial freedom in a short period, and I know it'll be tough.
That mean you live a RM1,000 life while your salary is RM1,200, please... force yourself to tell your friends that you love your job. And congratulation, you are financial freedom now. Like someone just need RM600 to live his life and he love teaching Teakwando then he is another one who achieve it too.
I think beggars are financial freedom too. It's a lovely job somehow. Especially those lying on night market, sometimes I think to switch position with them. I am damn sure they scored a lot of upskirt in one night. Sometimes is leng lui some more. I pray my girl friends never let them scored before.
So here is the way to acheive financial freedom. Lower your lifestyle and most importantly... LOVE YOUR JOB!!!
But what is financial freedom actually? I mean how we define it? Is there any standard definition for it? This question come on my mind because I heard someone said he is already had his financial freedom. And for sure I don't think he is... :p
He is living in a normal condominium located at a normal place. Driving a normal car and he is still working. I'm not saying a financial freedom people must living in a bungalow with pool, driving an expensive sport car and not need to work at all. But I just don't see he is having a good life.
How could you claim yourself financial freedom since you are still working? For your information he is working in a MLM company. Maybe I shouldn't use the word 'work' cause they normally claim themselves as a BUSINESS MAN. Erm... At least so called Manager or a tittle like 'upline' that only appear in thier brilliant mind. Ok come to his answer... He said he is not working. He is just doing something he love and it's make money. Diu lei... You can try not to work for few months and you still able to survive then I lick your toes.
What a brilliant answer. He gave me a picture of how his financial freedom life. I live in condominium because I'm just living alone. I drive a small car because a big car is hard to park. I go to get a sky juice myself at Starbucks instead of buying a mocha is because I'm don't like coffee. And you still working because you love your job? Bull shit!!! All of this were just a stupid statement taught by thier so called upline.
This is NO LIFE!!! Well, maybe I born as a bai ga jai, so I won't admit that as my ideal life. I have demand on my life, food, entertainment and so on. So I won't have my financial freedom in a short period, and I know it'll be tough.
That mean you live a RM1,000 life while your salary is RM1,200, please... force yourself to tell your friends that you love your job. And congratulation, you are financial freedom now. Like someone just need RM600 to live his life and he love teaching Teakwando then he is another one who achieve it too.
I think beggars are financial freedom too. It's a lovely job somehow. Especially those lying on night market, sometimes I think to switch position with them. I am damn sure they scored a lot of upskirt in one night. Sometimes is leng lui some more. I pray my girl friends never let them scored before.
So here is the way to acheive financial freedom. Lower your lifestyle and most importantly... LOVE YOUR JOB!!!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
The bai ga never end~~~
I always think I am the BAI GA KING in the group... In fact... I am... Just the matter of 'a mountain is higher than another mountain' so there is another higher level bai ga jai here--- Father Keith The BAI GA GOD
One day the GOD is going to show his power to the KING... He said :"no matter how, I gonna hit my quota asap, but I don't know what to buy yet." Ya...Which means he just body itchy wanna buy thing and simply just wanna use money... It can be anything to buy... He just wanna enjoy the process maybe... So we go to The Garden...
Somehow we get nothing after few hours random walk... Well I'm old already and I can't affort to shopping like a woman that never need rest, so we go to Dome for my favorites Cranberry Cooler... So GOD can rest his mind to think what he wanna buy too... hehe...
Our next stop is Lacoste the Aligator... I think it's not Crocodile cause I see it have a round mouth but not a flat one... As my knowledge Crocodile had a flat mouth... Am I right???
Since 'buaya' girls is one of the famous activity in our group so Lacoste is always our symbol... haha... We end up with a pair of socks, a pair of shoes and 2 polo-T... That is because the promoter serve us well I can say... One of the polo-T is mine... Mine??? Hey I tot Father Keith is the one who said wanna shopping, but....but... I think this means the KING is not play play one also... Although GOD is better but KING also not 'water skin'(sui pei) one...
We realised something ---- When you don't know how or where to use your money, you'll probably spend it for services...
One day the GOD is going to show his power to the KING... He said :"no matter how, I gonna hit my quota asap, but I don't know what to buy yet." Ya...Which means he just body itchy wanna buy thing and simply just wanna use money... It can be anything to buy... He just wanna enjoy the process maybe... So we go to The Garden...
Somehow we get nothing after few hours random walk... Well I'm old already and I can't affort to shopping like a woman that never need rest, so we go to Dome for my favorites Cranberry Cooler... So GOD can rest his mind to think what he wanna buy too... hehe...
Our next stop is Lacoste the Aligator... I think it's not Crocodile cause I see it have a round mouth but not a flat one... As my knowledge Crocodile had a flat mouth... Am I right???
Since 'buaya' girls is one of the famous activity in our group so Lacoste is always our symbol... haha... We end up with a pair of socks, a pair of shoes and 2 polo-T... That is because the promoter serve us well I can say... One of the polo-T is mine... Mine??? Hey I tot Father Keith is the one who said wanna shopping, but....but... I think this means the KING is not play play one also... Although GOD is better but KING also not 'water skin'(sui pei) one...
We realised something ---- When you don't know how or where to use your money, you'll probably spend it for services...
Danny's music night
Went to Halo Cafe on 5th Dec for Danny's music show... I tot I will be sitting all alone until my friend come but somehow I'm sharing the table with a bunch of people I don't know... It's unexpected...
Maybe I am too sensitive but I felt that some of Danny's fans recognize me... hehe... Wish they not misunderstand me as Father Keith... Although we are in the same bai ga clan... :p
Anyway personally I not really like Halo's environment that's why we boycott the place since so long time ago... Okay I mean I boycott it not we... After that night I'm sure i will boycott it forever because of the attendance attitude...
That is because my gf Yu Sou Chao will have a private session here the same venue after Danny's show, so they need to clear the place after the show end for related person only... I think...
But the waitress said : "we will have a private session after this, so you all need to leave immediately after this show." Should I take her as a very dumb waitress that never gone thru any training to talk with customer? Or this is how her manager want her to talk with customer? Then she is so pity, cause I think her manager put her on table... haha...
It's like we are not important here... The show is not important... We just pity on Danny so we spare some free times for him to perform here... Have to get full use of time since the market not really good... So before the big show we gather some second class customer here to help the sales and Danny is the one to gather them here...
Anyway he is doing a good show after all... I don't care to leave immediately after the show cause I'm not there for the environment or drinks... I'm there to surpport Danny... Keep it up man!!!
Lastly I wanna say.... diu lei mer~~~
Maybe I am too sensitive but I felt that some of Danny's fans recognize me... hehe... Wish they not misunderstand me as Father Keith... Although we are in the same bai ga clan... :p
Anyway personally I not really like Halo's environment that's why we boycott the place since so long time ago... Okay I mean I boycott it not we... After that night I'm sure i will boycott it forever because of the attendance attitude...
That is because my gf Yu Sou Chao will have a private session here the same venue after Danny's show, so they need to clear the place after the show end for related person only... I think...
But the waitress said : "we will have a private session after this, so you all need to leave immediately after this show." Should I take her as a very dumb waitress that never gone thru any training to talk with customer? Or this is how her manager want her to talk with customer? Then she is so pity, cause I think her manager put her on table... haha...
It's like we are not important here... The show is not important... We just pity on Danny so we spare some free times for him to perform here... Have to get full use of time since the market not really good... So before the big show we gather some second class customer here to help the sales and Danny is the one to gather them here...
Anyway he is doing a good show after all... I don't care to leave immediately after the show cause I'm not there for the environment or drinks... I'm there to surpport Danny... Keep it up man!!!
Lastly I wanna say.... diu lei mer~~~
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Medical Checkup~~
这是我第二次做全身检查了。第一次是在两年前，还记得那时候发现身体有很多毛病。不过都是一些肥人病啦，哈哈。。。尿酸过高，胆固醇过高，血压低，还有“肥肝”（因为英文是写 fatty liver) :p
说真的我蛮喜欢这检查中心的。次序好，效率好。8：30am 准时开门，1：00pm 报告就好了。还有营养早餐和午餐呢。环境也蛮不错的，还真舒服。如果有像于素秋这样的医生在里面那就 perfect 了。
至于我的报告，算是有好有坏吧。只能说好的比坏的多，怀的比好的严重，哈哈。我的尿酸过高，胆固醇过高，血压低都没了。但是肥肝依然是肥肝。我的 body fat 也下降了大概5%，不过我比以前胖了。当医生这样讲时我就想到星爷的那一句---咦，你肥了又瘦了喔。
其他的也没什么异样啦。没有 cancer, 没有遗传病，还白白净净没性病。不过就加了一项---胆生石。据说这是没有任何治疗方法的，就是说没有药物控制，也不会突然消失的。唯一的方法就是感到非常痛时就要做手术切除。所以到那天为止我能做的就是尽情享乐吧，嘻嘻。
我想我可以明白预防胜于治疗的意思了，你呢？
Thursday, December 04, 2008
好问题
在整个 ISO 的过程让我学到很多东西，也看清很多人，事，物。我也领悟到人在没有退路的时候就会用尽办法的也要完成任务。
因为这是一个全公司的改革，要合格就需要每一个人的配合。我在这方面的协调不大好，尤其是在最重要的一天----審核
由于審核那天不是工作日，所以当我请求他们当天务必要来时就诸多推搪。有的说要回hometown啦，不得空啦。。。那时候我真的不知道该怎么做才好。
最后我就想到用更有 power 的人来代替我吩咐他们出席。哈哈。。。真奇怪，竟然没有人反对或出声。这就是power吧？
过后虽然还是有人问我“我可以不来吗？”，但是也至少会有人问说“我要做些什么？”，“什么时间要到？”，“早完成可以先回吗?”。。。 最好笑的是一个管理层的员工私下问我---“我要怎么穿啊？” 。。。 。。。 。。。 我不知道怎么回答他，只是心想 （##%@!$#$# 像你这样的脑袋怎么穿也不要紧了）就离开了。
当天所有的员工包括普通员工都在协助審核的进行，这一位仁兄的工作就是上上网。不过他还有一项很重要的工作----打包 KFC 给全公司的人。我终于明白天生我才必有用这个道理，如果没有他我们全厂就饿死了。
这个故事的启示是说每一个人都有用处的，懂得分配就好。 :p
因为这是一个全公司的改革，要合格就需要每一个人的配合。我在这方面的协调不大好，尤其是在最重要的一天----審核
由于審核那天不是工作日，所以当我请求他们当天务必要来时就诸多推搪。有的说要回hometown啦，不得空啦。。。那时候我真的不知道该怎么做才好。
最后我就想到用更有 power 的人来代替我吩咐他们出席。哈哈。。。真奇怪，竟然没有人反对或出声。这就是power吧？
过后虽然还是有人问我“我可以不来吗？”，但是也至少会有人问说“我要做些什么？”，“什么时间要到？”，“早完成可以先回吗?”。。。 最好笑的是一个管理层的员工私下问我---“我要怎么穿啊？” 。。。 。。。 。。。 我不知道怎么回答他，只是心想 （##%@!$#$# 像你这样的脑袋怎么穿也不要紧了）就离开了。
当天所有的员工包括普通员工都在协助審核的进行，这一位仁兄的工作就是上上网。不过他还有一项很重要的工作----打包 KFC 给全公司的人。我终于明白天生我才必有用这个道理，如果没有他我们全厂就饿死了。
这个故事的启示是说每一个人都有用处的，懂得分配就好。 :p
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
我变了
很久没有写blog了。最近在赶公司的ISO，所以真得很忙。上一个星期我几乎每一天都通宵，虽然很累但是蛮有满足感的。
Iko说看不习惯我这么努力工作。哈哈，也不能怪他吧。以前有人问我名字的时候我还会说我叫世祖，姓二。（还好意思这样回答）。。。 的确，我一直在朋友里面的形象就是败家仔，少爷。。。。。。
所以这一次我也很意外自己会有这样的责任感。可能是压力大吧，所以不做不行。最开心的就是可以如期完成，嘻嘻。。。至少现在我也不是一事无成了，对公司也算是有贡献了吧。
我一直都活得很懒散，所以趁现在有‘火‘的时候就想要继续这样勤劳工作。我也不想一直做烂泥，偶尔也做一下有用的人吧。我浪费太多时间了，所以真像忘形的工作。可能单身对我来说是一件好事吧。我想如果有女朋友的话那他一定要很懂得体谅像这样的工作狂。真希望可以有一个体贴的女朋友。咦？？？怎么好像在征女友？？？哈哈。。。
Iko说看不习惯我这么努力工作。哈哈，也不能怪他吧。以前有人问我名字的时候我还会说我叫世祖，姓二。（还好意思这样回答）。。。 的确，我一直在朋友里面的形象就是败家仔，少爷。。。。。。
所以这一次我也很意外自己会有这样的责任感。可能是压力大吧，所以不做不行。最开心的就是可以如期完成，嘻嘻。。。至少现在我也不是一事无成了，对公司也算是有贡献了吧。
我一直都活得很懒散，所以趁现在有‘火‘的时候就想要继续这样勤劳工作。我也不想一直做烂泥，偶尔也做一下有用的人吧。我浪费太多时间了，所以真像忘形的工作。可能单身对我来说是一件好事吧。我想如果有女朋友的话那他一定要很懂得体谅像这样的工作狂。真希望可以有一个体贴的女朋友。咦？？？怎么好像在征女友？？？哈哈。。。
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